I never thought this post would be the hardest post for me to write... I think I probably shed so much tears while writing this. I knew this day would be sad. I never thought this would be so sad. I am so sad... (excuse me while I wipe my tears)
Today, Kim Hyun Joong will be leaving for his mandatory military service. I have imagined this day to come way way back. But finally, this is coming, and I feel sad.
I know Hyun Joong will not read this, but I'll say it anyway. Hyun Joong, the past year have been hard. But please hang on. You are entering a new phase in your life, so stay strong. There will always be a rainbow after the rain. Things will get better. And us, your fans will be here.
You are not perfect. Just like we aren't. Your circumstances right now are now ideal. But after all, I will always remember you, not because of your circumstances, but because of your beautiful smile. After all, I fell in love with it at first anyway. And I hope, you never forget to do that. You deserve to be loved. Never mind whatever people say.
To my fellow fans, if you are reading this, it means you stayed. Thank you. Thank you for the prosperous years together, For better or for worse, as they say. It wasn't easy isnt it? Who ever thought fan girling Hyun Joong could be a roller coaster?
Thank you Kim Hyun Joong. Bye for now... I promise you I will be here when you get back. I promise you, you will always be my first love.