Being Kathy of KATHY's BENCH

Image credit: MEDIA PHOTO; Edited by: KATHY :)

When Peter Parker's (aka Spiderman) grandpa told him that WITH EVERY GREAT POWER COMES GREAT RESPONSIBILITY, he meant it really well, because, indeed, it is true. 

Before I started blogging, I use to be envious of people who know much of SS501, or more so of Kim Hyun Joong. And now, I am just amazed at how tables are easily turned, as I was expected of the same thing I was envious before.

This thought came into my mind since I was invited by Face Shop Philippines to their blogger event. As soon as I entered, everyone just kept on asking me where KHJ is(as they refer Hyun Joong of course) like I am his girlfriend or manager at that. Well, it would be less of a burden, and amazingly better if I was his girlfriend of course, LOL. But kidding aside, after being Kathy of KATHY's BENCH, I suddenly realized, after that day, that much was expected of me to know about Kim Hyun Joong.

Its not that I have never been asked the same question before the bloggers event. In fact, I was asked by many Kim Hyun Joong fans a lot of times already in my email or in my facebook a lot of times already. But I dont feel the big responsibility, since I enjoy reading some inspiring stories from you, my blog readers.

However, I also realized, that as a blogger of Kim Hyun Joong, much is expected of me, just as what was expected of Spiderman. So this is where the responsibility comes along.

As a blogger, some fans expect that I know much, to which, I have to humbly say, NO. Yes, I do blog about him, I may know a lot, but there still certain things I may still never know, especially his private life, to which, I am always sensitive about.

I wont brag about being a fan of Kim Hyun Joong since he started because I was not. I was not there ever since he started, but I believe I WAS THERE, AT THE RIGHT TIME. And because of that same reason, I felt like I was there since forever.

I feel humbled whenever some fans ask me about some things about Kim Hyun Joong because people trust me. But when it comes to his personal life, I can only know too much. At the end of the day, I am still fan.

Maybe I may know little, I may know much, but Im still his loyal fan, and unless he never talks about it, Id like to keep it within my zone. Just as what they say, LESS TALK LESS MISTAKES.

But what makes me happy more is when you, my blog readers, especially the new Kim Hyun Joong fans, share your passion for Kim Hyun joong and attribute my blog for that. Seriously it just inspires me a lot because I know what I am doing so far is right.

I use to ask or even doubt myself if until when I should blog about Kim Hyun Joong. But after all the great stories, people and events that happened in my life since then, I think Ill stay until Kim Hyun Joong chooses to stay. With all the plans he said, and being the hardworking man that he is, I guess that meant, FOREVER.